well said.

155

Well, I somehow managed to lose a pound over the holidays.

I plan on getting back to being serious.
Time to get some use out of that treadmill I paid for!

15 lbs to go!

156

I forgot to weigh Monday.
But Tuesday I was at 156.

Which is OK...
Considering I was well prepared to see well above the 160 mark.

16 pounds to go.
I need H.E.L.P.

I'm still here...

I haven't abandoned this blog.
I'm still here.

I just dread this blog.
It's haunts me when I'm not losing weight.

& I'm pretty sure I've gained 5 pounds.
Will find out for sure when I get on the scale Monday.

I'm going to try super duper hard to be back in full swing Monday.
I need some sort of motivation. ugh

yesterday's food

I had an idea to keep track of what I ate yeterday.
Yes, I should have listed the calories, but that stresses me out.
Maybe I'll do that today.

Anyway, this is why I'm fat and can't lose weight:

Breakfast
1 pack instant strawberry oatmeal w/flaxseed

Lunch
Homemade soup
Cheddar peppers from Sonic
Large sweet tea from Sonic

Snacks
Pack of baby carrots, small bag
2 pumpkin spice snack cakes

Dinner
Pierogies (about 12 or 14 minis) with sourcream
Grilled cheese with tomato and mayo

Snacks
Mini Reese's Christmas tree
Sweettart sucker
Sea salt caramel


Is your mouth wide open in shock?! haha

I'm pretty disgusted.
Maybe I'll keep up with this new idea.

159

Got on the scale this morning.
I've gained 6 pounds. Back up to 159.
19 pounds to lose. again.

I almost chunked the scale out the bathroom window.
I slammed it against the floor instead.
It is the devil I tell you.

I know exactly what happened.
I got comfortable.
I was liking how I looked.
Loving how I felt in my clothes.

I was doing good at the gym but slacked off.
Continuing to eat the way I do without the gym is what happened.

This is a never ending circle.

My priorities are wrong.

I MUST GET CARDIO EVERY DAY!!!

I have a treadmill. I have NO excuse.
Even if I only do 30 minutes,
I'm going to start doing something EVERY day.

No more soda. ie: Sprite/Mt. Dew
I will only be drinking sweet tea and coffee through December then that's done.

It's time to be healthy!
It's not just about weightloss anymore.

Upset

I didn't weigh in this morning.
I knew it wasn't going to show a loss.

AND I'm not gonna weigh on my birthday and ruin that.
I didn't meet my goal, BIG SURPRISE.

But I'm not giving up.
Technically I have until summer to be bikini ready...