un-slacking

Guess what I did last night?

I got my fatass on the treadmill!
Miracle right? I know.

I only did a mile.
My calves were about to bust through my skin.
And I didn't want to over do it and not be able to the rest of the week...

idk my weight

I couldn't weigh in this morning.
I no longer have a scale.
But as soon as I can, I will get one.
Maybe it'll be good for me to not weigh for a few weeks...

Workout room is all situated in the new house.
Which means I have NO excuses.
It's time to get serious!

Though I can barely walk today bc my calves are so tight.
Moving and stairs are not a good mix!

166

One more pound and I am halfway there!

Although, I don't see where 20 more pounds is gonna come off at...
But, that's still the goal for now.

I'd like to announce that my thighs are no longer 'baby seals'.
(Most of you know what I'm talking about.)
& my boobs are gone. As in, completely non existent.
It's quite sad.

No phen this week.
It's gonna be tough.
It was already a tough weekend.

Depending on how this week goes, is how I'll determine if I'm gonna get some more on Friday. As of right now, I'll be getting some!!!

Good Day

I'm surprised at my wonderful mood today.
I just hope it sticks thru the whole day...

It could be a number of things:
that I had a sweet text on my phone when I woke up
that I listened to the new music I downloaded omw to work
that bee eff eff brought me a surprise this morning
that I had a Kit Kat for breakfast
that I'm going to Jax til Sunday as soon as I get off work

THAT I FEEL SUPER SKINNY TODAY!

Quitter

I'm quitting tea, again.

I have to. Not even a second thought.
I had extreme kidney attacks last week.
The worst I have ever had!
I almost cut that bitch out myself.

Maybe it'll be better, maybe not.

But I don't need it anyway, right?

Being Bad

I haven't worked out in 2 weeks. Ack!

I've taken my stuff w/me every weekend.
Mom's has a workout room. Hell, I could even just go walk.
But I haven't. Of course.

Since I just weighed, I'm not weighing again until next Monday.

This is my last week of phen and I'm out.
I can only get it on Friday's and I won't be here Friday...
I'm only going to take it every other day this week, hope it works.

We shall see how I manage without it and then decide if I'm getting more.

168!

I wasn't home Monday to weigh in.
So, I weighed this morning.
168, down 2 more pounds!
3 more pounds and I'm halfway there!!!

People are starting to notice.
From my chiropractor to my boss.

Goals

I've been stressed out. To the max.
I think a lot of the weight loss has to do with that.
I won't complain. And I'm prepared for it to come back on easily.

I don't even remember the last time I worked out at this point.
Other than walking on the beach... I guess that could count.

But when I get back home, I'm going to get serious.
Like, get up at 5am serious. & 2 workouts a day.
Think I can do it?
Guess we'll find out eventually...

I think it's been a month since I've been to the fat doc.
I'm still taking the phen. But I think it's shot time.
AND I'm thinking about taking back my word...
I might get one more bottle of phen.
I've been taking it every other day for the most part so I haven't fully decided yet.

I'm anxious to get home so I can weigh in.
But it'll be a few more days.

15 lbs

I wasn't home to weigh yesterday...

But this morning it said 170! yay
And I have been slacking, but I'm sure it's a result of stress.
Which means I need to bust my ass this week.
And I intend to.

5 more pounds and I'm halfway there!

I'm kinda sad.
It's June.
I wanted to be at my goal by now...