Wednesday, June 22, 2011


I thought I was slowing putting the weight back on, but I didn't realize it was 10 pounds.

I was in denial until I started seeing it in my face again.

And I hate myself for it. I am so disgusted.

I went through the backlog of this blog and was devastated.

I've been struggling on this journey for 2 years!

I only need to lose about 40 pounds.

There's no way that should take 2 years.

I should have accomplished it in 6 months!

I don't even know what to do. Or say.

I just know it's struck a deep nerve.

Deeper than it has ever struck.