Tuesday, May 24, 2011


The last few times I've weighed, my lovely scale has said 163.

And though I'm proud it's relatively low and consistent,
I still wish it said 153 like it did not too long ago.

Thinking I gained 10 lbs when I only had 10 to go makes me want to vomit.

27 days until summer.
I've been in my bathing suit 4 times already.
No, it wasn't a pretty sight.
I'm so disgusted with myself.

Thursday, May 12, 2011


I'm back up to 170.

I'm on week 3 of no sodas.

I'm so sick of being fat.