I'm back

& I'm ready to get serious.

I've been on and off the phentermine

but it's no longer working.

I have 10 days left and then it's gone.

I've made it a personal mission

to worry more about exercising

than about what I eat.

I know for a fact that I can basically eat what I want

when I'm working out.

So, it's time to put that to use.

Yes, I'm still gonna watch what I eat.

I just won't be so fanatical about it

as long as I'm getting my exercise.

Im going to start getting up at 6am

and getting on the treadmill.

& I'm going to try and do my cardio dvd at night.

BUT, I won't fret about missing my nightime workout

so long as I did my morning one. 

I want to get into better habits.

I don't want this to be temporary.

I want it to be part of my life routine.

I'm going to give up soda and tea again.

The dark sodas will be hard.

Tea, not so much since it's hard to find good tea here.

I'm hoping and praying I can stick with this.

I'm sick of being miserable.